relief

i thought i had lost something so dear to me. the moment when your heart sinks into your chest, the feeling of loss and heartbreak came over me. another person having such an effect on you is amazing, and something i haven't felt before. anxiously awaiting for the next words to come out, not knowing if good or bad....its good..whew...okay, relief....

i feel important, like i'm worth fighting for, the first time in my life.